Hi Scooby, there are good and bad in all people no matter what colour or religion. Only Jehovah knows who they are. When I first started to study I was worried I could never measure up and I told this to the person I was studying with at the time and the reply I got has helped me get through some trying times.
The person I studied with once told me as time goes by I am going to hear and see things not just in the world but within the congregation that will totally surprise me. The one thing to remember is none of us are perfect, not even the ones who think they are. With in the truth all of us fall short of Jehovah`s standards.So when I go to the meeting and when I socialize try to remember we are not here to point at others mistakes just as they are not here to point at ours(though sometimes they do).We are here to learn about and love Jehovah. That is the only thing that matters in this world. So do your best and pray. Praying is the most important lesson we can learn. Pray in detail when you speak to Jehovah. He is better to talk to than a friend is because unlike us he is perfect. Remember to read the bible in order to get your reply. Jehovah will never let you down.Don`t let Satan win by clouding your judgement. Whenever you feel or think negatively SAY JEHOVAH out loud and then PRAY TO HIM.